Sweet messages.

It all started when I sent him a text saying 'pergi tidur'. And our friendship bloomed like a wild flower in Pandora. One day, he realized that he cared for me more that he cared for others and he sends me long good night text messages ever since! =)


Since my pathetic of a phone is incapable of storing more that 20 messages I'm gonna make this blog an archive of all the sweet text messages that I just don't have the heart to delete. Okay, here goes....


When he wakes up and feels as bright as the sunshine:

"Good morning my love XD *hugs eli tight*"

When I thought of buying him a bookmark since he loves reading novels:

"WOW!! Of course i would love it! Then i can think about you when I read them XD hehe. Thanks. *kiss kiss kiss kiss* you're the best"

When I ignore his texts because I was distracted with something else:

"*steals a kiss and runs away*"

When he wants to tell me he's home after a looooonnngg day:

"I'm home my baby boo yang i sayang sangat sangat sangat!"

When we just spent hours and hours on the phone crying about our differences (yes the religion):

"If it wasn't for this, we would be very well together.
I know that. I hope you do too. I love you.
This will happen again i'm sure.
But i'll avoid it as long as i possibly can.
I'm sorry it scarred you.
You may think that i'm insensitive and you'll be wrong.
Just because I'm inanimated unlike some people you know, it doesn't mean that I don't feel.
And you can't change that. I hope you're sleeping well.
Good night. I love you. I really do."

When he suddenly feels the bursts of emotion in him:

"I love you." - yes, just that simple message.

Whenever I haven't replied his texts and he has nothing to do:

"*pokes eli* baby..... *poke poke*"

When I still haven't responded:

"My sayang....... where are you?"

When we're far apart it's time to sleep:

"*squeeze eli tightly in my arms and and snuggle close to the woman of my dreams* literally. I think I keep dreaming of you.
*kisses eli tender* maybe because I miss you too much XD
*plays with eli's hair gently to put her to bed* I'm sorry i fell asleep today.....
I wanted to stay awake and teman you. tmrw will be good i hope.
Wake me up if I dont ok? And i can't wait to see you XD
*bury face into eli's hair* sleep tight my love. Another day down"

Finally when told that my commitment issues can only be overridden by the person's worth:

"Am I worth the trouble?"

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That's all for now. Sweetheart. I know we're not lovers to the world. I love you all the same. The feeling is real.