Werewolves.

Ah... I know that this entry is just another one of my fantasies that I know won't come true because my heart belongs to one guy. The one that looks at me like I'm the only person in the room. The one that would smile a smile that lights up his whole face when he scans the room and sees me. The one that calls me everytime he misses me. The one who sends me texts even when he knows i won't or can't reply just to make me smile. The one who would rather sleep on the floor next to me than sleep in another room with a much more comfy bed. Yes, I'm lulcky to say I have somebody like that in my life. Adoring me as I adore him.


But.... This blog is totally fictitious. So what Im about to say isn't necessarily long-lasting.

Ah imagine, you being friends with another HIM because people thought he had a crush on you. He said, "my first impression of you when you walk into that party was... who's that girl?" How should I respond to that? From the beginning it already sounded like there will be a lot of flirting and imaginary relationships. HAHA. Not that I mind because it made hanging out together seem easier. Time passes by as people tease you. You're not affected because coming from a school filled with idiots tend to make you an ignorant person. But you can't help but wonder what he feels about it. Just so that it doesn't get awkward. At the same time, ur falling in love with the guy that ur in love with now. His text messages come in once in awhile because you make a point of seeing him every 31st or end of the month for ice-cream. It works at some level and he helps you with things in school. But eventually you grow apart since life and school gets in the way. Exams pass, holidays go by without you never seeing each other again. But brief texts come from him. Weird texts - just random questions that require your brain to function when answering - and they come at the worst times. So you couldn't actually pay attention to him fully. And he said the text are meant to gain your attention. Then as quickly as it came, the strings of texts are gone. Of course you miss your friend but you know if anything happens you will always have him. Besides, life is going great with your main guy. The sun rises and sets, leaving the moon to glow at night, then loses its beam as the day starts again. In a cycle. His texts gets bolder. more flirting. Every girl loves a little flirt here and there. besides, both of us know our intentions so its harmless. So how do I deal with this?